I never know if I am doing it right; This parenting thing.
It’s so hard not to take complete responsibility for the outcome of my child.
I am the parent. I am the influence. “I am the one responsible.”
He is a reflection of me.
How he relates to others is a display of how I have raised him.
How he loves is a reflection of how I love him.
People say that a mother can never tell how she is doing by how her child relates to her…
Go ask their friend’s parents. Ask the community. Because Mom’s get the worst.
I really hope that mom’s get the worst.
Working hard on continuing to take responsibility without beating myself up for my mistakes.
Calling the Buddhas Bodhisattvas all of the Dakas and Dakinis… Calling in all the help I can get right now…
The teen years have begun.